I don’t even know where to begin. I had a post that was supposed to talk about me losing my virginity because in context to the rest of this blog, that’s a pretty big deal. But my phone broke, and I’m using my boyfriend’s phone to update my blog, and hell I thought I’d made a post about him but I guess not.
Like I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN ANYMORE.
I SUCK AT BLOGGING NOW.
But I digress. So instead of trying to back track in detail I’ll just tell you what’s up as quickly as possible.
After the target parking lot incident I lost my virginity on February 23rd to a short, fiery mechanic. It was a stupid situation, because the guy was a ho and was in an open relationship. None the less we didn’t mess round much more after that, but instead we were more like friends, he helped me out plenty of times with flat tires and an oil change, and we’d hang out, go to car shows and he invited me to a cook out. He’s not a bad cook. Anyway the kid was trouble, but I don’t regret having sex with him. He’s even said that he thought I shouldn’t have lost my virginity to him, and I should have saved it for someone special. You know? He’s not a bad guy.
Well after messing around with him I talked to some other people on Meet Me, none of them went well. I deleted Meet Me for a while. An old friend came down and visited and encouraged me to get the app again. So I did. I messed around with this guy (who I term the Roach Boy) and he was flithy and tried to like diss me for not wanting to date him and shit. I regret fucking this guy. I so regret it. Cause it was a mistake that could have messed me and my future partner up had I not fixed it.
And well while I was talking to the Roach Boy I was still on Meet Me talking to another guy. He was really cool to talk to cause we like a lot of the same music and stuff. That cool guy is my boyfriend now. We’ll call him Dean. Dean’s really sweet and he honestly reminds me a lot of myself in some ways, and that’s a trait I usually don’t look for in a guy, is someone like myself. But he’s funny, and sweet, and informational, and weird, and he’s perfect in the most imperfect ways and I love him. We’ve been together since August 1st. Even though it’s been a short time, we went through A LOT in these past few months and I wouldn’t trade him for the world. We are supposed to be moving in together a lot sooner than we previously anticipated, because of issues with his current roommate, and I’ll be replacing his roommate in his current apartment in March. We’re excited and hopefully this will be a good step in our relationship as well as the rest of our lives. And well, we are both still works in progress and we have a lot of ground to make up for him, as well as a lot of college to finish for me, but I think we can make it somewhere, hopefully.
I’ve been at Walmart for about a year and a half now. Way longer than I thought I’d stay there. I tried to transfer out of the bakery cause of a lot of problems we had there, but the problems died down, and I’m still there. My favorite coworker and close friend, Fenney, ran away to Alabama so her husband could continue college. I’m not sure if I have her a name before but she is my favorite pink haired cake decorating queen and I will miss her dearly. I have to send her a Christmas present soon. I hope her and her husband and daughter do well and have a good life. And if I ever need to, I can run away to Alabama and Fenney said she’ll have a couch for me 😂😂😂
My old poot Honda is still kicking even though she tried to die on me a month or so ago. She’s a good girl.
Right now I’m laying on the bed on babe’s phone while he plays Counterstrike like the dweeb he is. My chest kinda hurts, cause the weather here in Oklahoma is being bipolar as hell.
I’ll try to update y’all better in the future. Peace, love, and crabs 😎😘